“Torn Mixology” is a fresh take on what one might expect to see in a gallery. You won’t find painting, sculpture or photography there. Instead, Felia Davenport leads the viewer through a life-size clothing installation that weaves together her memories and lived experiences with commentary on racism and generational trauma from a first-person perspective.

Five mannequins, outfits and backdrops comprise the exhibition. Each outfit represents a moment in her life when her mixed-race identity was questioned. “It's a study of racial identity,” Davenport said on Friday’s St. Louis on the Air. “And, ultimately, I think the study is about how words matter.”
Davenport said she lives with CPTSD, , which caused her to lose many of her childhood memories. She said that, in many ways, “Torn Mixology” helps preserve the memories she has.
The exhibition is dedicated to Davenport’s young daughter as a demonstration of self empowerment. “It's really … saying I love me. I am who I am. I'm not apologizing anymore for it.”
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When: 8 p.m. Feb. 3
Where: The Gallery at the Kranzberg, 501 N. Grand Blvd.
Hear more about how “Torn Mixology” was developed by listening to St. Louis on the Air on Apple Podcast, Spotify, Google Podcast, Stitcher, or by clicking the play button below.
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